fix me?

god i really don't know what is going on in my head....one minute im happy, next im in tears. argh it does my head in.

This HAS to be the end.

Learning something to please someone? where am i really going? why do i feel this " terrible so awful physical aching fucking longing" i have in my body. its almost like i've been poisoned. Im not me anymore. I dont know who i am or where i am.

i'm waiting for this world to kick start fully. life has been spluttering on like a car trying no get on its way. why am i letting myself be like this?

no pienso que puedo hacer frente mucho más de largo, pero biselo dejo voy. guardo el decir sí.

i feel so sick at the moment, this is not doing my body any good but fuck it, i really dont care. i want my end goal and i will get it. Take that which way you like but i can garentee you will be wrong. After all why would you know what i mean?

Remove all my makeup, Fragile face and those broken eyes. am i really who you think i am?

I'm becoming an expert at hiding, now im hiding from you and you cant even try to figure out where i am. "watch them travel, kiss the gravel" is that what you are doing to me? go back to yesterday where i was sane, where my life made sense.

no puedo rechazarle.