innocence

Through my blue eyes i see things more confusing. I know these feelings too well. So addictive, like a drug i cannot let go. Is it just me?

The river that i walk through gets deeper and i am getting stuck, yet there is no one to rescue me. Im reaching out to grab your hand but i cant reach you through the crowd of nobodies that surround you. The invisables of this world carry you away and im lost, stuck.

It feels like forever.

The dances of my dreams seem so real, then i waken into my life and realise that the dances of my reality seem so empty. How do you feel? Can You understand? Look beside me, look through me, im the glass china doll with the broken face. Yet i carry on smiling. The Stars above tell me that the darkness i see and feel will someday be warm and bright.

The pillows on the bed from the music dance in my mind. With Arms Wide Open i think of you, my distant memory. Would you be proud?

I lay in the place where i saw you and still see you there.