addiction

its getting more unbareable. this feeling for more is controlling my body. I want more of one thing an my body wants less of another. who knew i would feel like this. I wear my heart on my sleeve, and i think you know (how i feel) .

I am the angel when i am with you, i am the devil when im speaking your words. I wish i was her. My heart beams but i cannot tell. I wish i knew.

My halo slipped and you became the Sexy Boy, the one who could turn my moods in an instance. This is what im doing and this is why im doing it. I wish i could hold you, taste you, feel you. Im more the woman than you think i am. I've started dreaming (what am i doing?) I can love you more ( i cannot say this) . Im sittint here alone inside your head. Do you think of me? Do you wonder what if?

I shut my eyes and i am with you.