How does it feel to know that everything you do makes me smile? I crave though i know its not true. i want it to be all in my head. The four walls that now surround me scream with memories from yesterweek. The secrets that surround us tempt us more.
"How do you feel? That is the question But i forget.. you dont expect an easy answer"
wish it could be more. So good so devious. Its all innocent as we pretend that we are different. But i refuse.
And I taste What I could never have. How i wish to be her.
this "innocent" me wants to fly away, to figure me, to be me, to try to love (how can i love when im scared of love) My barriers are still in place but you know how to get through them.
Still the numbers go down and yet i feel happy is it wrong for me to feel like this? I know how i want to be. Kiss me as i fall laugh at me as i stand. But i will never be as weak as when i was before.
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